Yea, that's about it, you see all these twisted thoughts and evil minds everywhere. And there, somewhere in all the darkness there is the light of Jesus and Jehovah... and it shines through so bright that you just cant avoid looking at it, and following it, because they clear a path, a way out, and it is so beautiful that it don't matter if you live or die. Anyway he will always remember, you are always safe in His arms. Never can anything or anyone touch or destroy the core of you, the heart, except you, If you don't choose the Lord before the world. (Proverbs 4:23)

There is no other way than the Lord's way. and right now, following the footsteps of Jesus is what matters, and purity in Jehovahs eyes.
Why follow Jesus?
Because he is the good sheperd, and no one can ever give you a safer path in this cold world than He can.
He is the light that Jehovah has given us, he is the commander of angels, which he can send to aid us in any hour of need, he is the one and only path to Jehovah, and no prayers can get through to Him without his name spoken.
And in this late hour I feel the need of God and the Lord Jesus... I am not alone, and I never will be.

But I get so angry with myself.
Because I have a dark mind sometimes. I think we all do, sometimes, when the world creeps in, and the Evil himself tries to reel us in.
And let me tell you a truth about him, the one who makes all evil come to life, The Enemy, yes, that's Satan I'm talking about.
He never stops, no, never ever does he stop trying to poison our minds and make us give in to sin.
He tries, and often does he fail... but does it end there? Does he think something like this: "Oh well, he passed the test, that doesn't seem to work on him, I'll just have to make life a bitch for someone else then."
-No, he doesn't. He never stops.
When one tactic, one method doesn't work, he tries another one, and if that doesnt work, another one.
He never stops!
Until you fall, and fall you will, somewhere along the road. we all do. Because we are marked with sin, and that keeps us from perfecting our worship and our life. It never will be snow white, it will always be gray, until sin is removed. But it's not just about that, its about your mind, your conscience, and what you will make of it.
Will you have your mind focused on God? and doing His will?
If one does, his path is sure to be successful.
That can be your path.

I can't sleep right now, even though its late, I cant make myself go to sleep.
So, this was something I had to say.