One thing thats pretty funny is that a lot of my friends are married, especially here... Angie and Fritte, Paul and Sofia, Soon alex and annie and, well, everyone, it feels like.
but on the other hand, I'm not, Sanna is not, Simeon is not, Magnus is not... and, well, Morgan has been but not anymore.
Hail the non-married, and congrats to the married bastards. Awrrr!

Will I ever get married?
I can't tell for sure, of course, but I hope so... I'm not made for living alone and not sharing my life.
I want to share my life... I don't know when, maybe tomorrow or maybe in half a year, or maybe a year, or TEN years from now (gaah, I hope not).
People always talk about "finding yourself".
I don't know if that is possible, ever. So im just not focusing on that... right now I just try to go with the flow, and see what God has in mind for me, even though I know my life is not predestined.
I'm just me, I'm just Michael, or Mika, or Mitch (as my friends here call me, haha. They usually add a "bitch" after that too, the sons of whatever!)

Last night we were at Max and had som junk food, cause they have really tasty cheap burgers sometimes. Almost all of my posse was there. Seriously, I love them. Theyre wonderful people, and I'm so glad I've met them and gotten to know them.
Theyre a blessing, just like everything else I cherish and get to have.


Ending tonight with something I wrote:

If you can will you show me how it is to be alive

Maybe how it is to die, and to be loved

If you want I can show you how to write from your heart

How to let out all your pain, and how to cope

I
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I picked up my black guitar and gave you seven brand new scars.

Over and out
Mika.